Today Nora would have been 2 months old. I should be picking out an outfit for her month-by-month photo to show how much she’s grown. When we were in the hospital, I expected that we’d be there for months. I expected that this milestone would happen in the hospital, but it would be ok, because Matt and I would have the process down. One of us would stay at night and we’d swap. Because we’d be with her at all times. Now she’s with me at all times. My heart just hurts.